Forever young

I wish I am is Peter Pan, forever young. No matter how long I live, I never bother with an adult stuff. Pfftt..poor me. The real life is hit me on the Peter Pan's road and I just can be dream to be part of the Peter Pan's life. 

Peter Pan once said,  If growing up means it would be beneath my dignity to climb a tree, 
I won't grow up, never grow up, never grow up, not me. 

I won't to face the reality. It scared  and freaked me out. And yes, whatever I did to avoid the reality is, I am fell off. I can't beat the power of The Almighty. Everything is written for me. I just lead my path with  my own desire. Maybe I am not a Peter Pan, but I can watch the movie again and again with the the sweetest memory that I can't have any place. 

I learnt a lot of things at UKM. 1st Year, 2nd Year, 3rd Year is so wonderful. Just 4th Year, is little bit bitter and I wish I can play along my favourite track of 4th Year later.

Have your faith

Hey guys! Salam maulidur rasul buat semua umat Islam.

I tell you. You have your faith on our Great Creator, you will get the reward. Simple.

Yet, you pray, recite five times a day, it doesn't make that you are a good Muslim.  It's just you did your responsibility to be called as a Muslim. If not, you're douche bag. I am not perfect because I am down on the road once and forgot the purpose of my existence here. Pfftt, poor me.

Comes and go...

Literally, life is wonderful. Once you see the world, you will get a lot of opportunity to discover more. Lots of thing...thousands...millions! You say. From infant to baby you know who your parents, you grows up a bit, you get self development in kids phase then you go to teenager-youth world, which is you play thousand role to get  attention from the people surround you.

But, you may never know about one thing. Believe me, once for a while, you may keep thinking when and where you guys will end up of your life. When? Any time. Where? Any place The Almighty put you and end your life. Heads up your head and move on.

Maybe some of your friends or the people you might closed goes away from your life....Forever..and of course, it's hard to accept the reality. About the lost of someone you may know. Just keep remember, The Almighty is everywhere. What The Almighty wrote about our destiny, just it is. No doubt. Till then, we get the chance to see the world, to paint our life as much as we want but we still forget where are we come from yet.

One thing will put your soul in a good and maybe better condition, keep recite the one and only one, Al-Quran, the best medicine in our life as a Muslim.

Still, I am very sorry for the lost of my two friends. Al-Fatihah. They are very sweet, kind, funny and adorable in person. About 22 years and half I knew them, and suddenly I lost them in a very short time....really makes me think twice about the secret of life. You comes with your very sweet smile, an angelic manner, but you go.......with brutally silent. Some goes with sparkle on their face, some goes..just silent. Without any message. Oh please...I can't stand on what condition that The Almighty set me up. 

Ps; The Almighty give too much chance to us without we noticed. Grows up wisely.

Nak buat macam mana kalau dah macam ni...........

Memandangkan muka aku ni...takdelah semulus kulit orang lain. Ada je mende-mende ni datang nak menyinggah. And, that's thing make me feel sooooooooo annoying. Ada satu masa aku nak sangat siat-siat kulit muka aku ni....then kulit tu nanti tumbuh hat lain. Which is, hat lain tu..hat barulah. Macam kulit muka aku time baby dulu-dulu. Hahaha. If I wish lah kan!! So..disebabkan kulit muka aku macam ni....mak aku selalu bising. "Ape pasal lah muka kau macam ni. Tak reti ke kau jaga muka kau tu?" Peghh...bedesing telinga aku dengar. Bukan apa..bukan aku tak reti jaga mukaaa aku ni...tapi muka aku ni hat degil, sensitif sangat!

Dulu, aku pakai macam-macam pencuci muka. Semua aku try..hat jenis oil cleansing lah...acne problem lah. Bak kata, semua produk yang ada kat Watson, Guardian tu...semua aku bantai nak try. Aku try sebab dengan niat..aku nak kulit muka aku ni licin tambah-tambah dah takde bebelan mak aku hat tegur pasal jerawat ni. Tapi sayang.....semua tak berkesan. So, sebab kulit aku ni kalis pencuci muka, aku terus give up nak pi hunting any cleanser wash yang sesuai ngan jenis kulit muka aku ni.

By the way, kulit muka aku ni..jenis combination. It's oily and have acne on my face. So..makin banyak produk yang aku cuba, makin teruk muka aku. Since aku pi hunting cleanser wash ni...time aku FirstYear kat UKM. Peghh..time ni..besemangat gila. Masuk SecondYear...dah malas dah. Huuu.......

Right now, I'm just stick to one only, which is Hada Labo Tamagohado AHA-BHA Face Wash. Before I'm start to hunt this kind of product, I just try to google on this thing and read every review that people gives about it. Interesting product from Japan. Oh yeah! Fyi, Tamagohado is a word from Japanese. Tamago stands for egg. This face wash will promises  to gives the smooth, silky to your face, hopefully! And, it suitable for oily and combination skin type and also for all the skin type.

Source : Google ;)

After I read the review, my feeling told me I should to try it on. Okay, first try, is nothing happen. But a few week later, I felt different than before! My skin is less oily and I feel smooth as silk. Yeah..it's great and awesome!!! tNot other product that I tried before this.  Plus, this cleanser wash is affordable for student like me. The price is about RM 17.90 for every 50g tube and I loved it.


So....you guys have to try it on. Daaaaaaaaaaaa!

World never lie, never end.

But yeah, the 'karma' will haunt you, with whatever you doing. Good or bad, you choose. And I chose both. People tends to do a good thing and sometimes, they will do the bad thing without they knowing they did. Plus, the consequence will follow you. Just when and where that will happen.....I don't know. Unless if you have a psychic power, you will ask The Almighty and The God will answer what you ask for. Pfftt..

True, I have to choose a bright or a bleak one path in order to make up my story beautifully. Still want that duck-face, apparently they suggest I have to wait more. Okay. Because I loved you guys so much even though I have a bit confuse about it for the female character, then I give a chance for you. Take or leave it. Your choice duck-face! Haha.

P/s, the duck-face 'haunt' me wherever I go. It such a good character that you played in my mind. I loved it man! :) 

I'm waiting for the next year and we will see, how it's going. Don't rushing. Take a deep breath and think how it works! 

Pesan mak kena ingat, kena bawa sampai mati.

I will remember every sentence that you play to me. I will, anything for you. I love you, Ma.

Mak pesan, kalau nk cari BF, kena tengok latar belakang keluarga dia. Keluarga baik, kuat agama, sopan-santun, pandai jaga keluarga & etc. Daripada situ, mak cakap, kita boleh menilai bakal suami kita tu macam mana orangnya, baik ke tidak. Boleh jaga kau ke tidak time payah nanti.

Mak cakap lagi, kau kena kahwin around 25years old. Aku ckp, mana bole mak. Tak cukup nak kumpul harta untuk mak. Mak aku jawab, da tu, sampai ke tua la mak tak dapat cucu lagi. Erk? Telan air liur je la aku ni. Sekarang 22tahun, lagi 3tahun nk kahwin. OMG.Tak boleh nk fikir lah mak. Tengoklah kalau duit da cukup, da bersedia nak kahwin, nanti bagitau ye mak?

Lagi mak bagitau, kalau niat da ada nak kahwin, kau kena solat istikharah. Minta petunjuk daripada Allah SWT. Kalau betul dia adalah pasangan kau sampai akhirat, maka dialah yang akan jadi pasangan kau. Kalau tak, kau kena cari yang lain la. Jangan ingat mak tak suka, mak nak yang terbaik untuk anak mak sorang ni. 

Lagi, mak cakap, kahwin bukan benda main-main. Kahwin ni melibatkan ramai orang. Kau ada family lagi nk support belakang kau. Jangan nak main ikut cakap sendiri je. Tanya mak dulu, kalau niat kau tu ke arah tu sangat. Kalau da bertunang, jaga ikatan kau elok-elok. Mak taknak orang buat mulut tau. Mak sayang kau. Mak marah-marah kat kau pun, sebab mak nak kau belajar dari kesilapan. Bukan saja-saja tau mak marah. :'( 

Mak cakap, belajar dulu baru fikir pasal kahwin. Ye, memang tak nafikan apa yg mak cakap tu betul. Tapi bila tengok video orang kahwin kan, sweet sangat! Terasa plak lam hati nak kahwin. Hahaha..itu perasaan yang sangat randomlah. Perasaan yang betul, menakutkan. Yelah, lepas kahwin, komitmen sangat tinggi. Kita nak jaga laki kita, nk jaga perasaan keluarga baru lagi. Mana tau tiap kelakuan kita, dia perhatikan? Nak-nak dapat mak mertua yang mulut cepat..kang ada yang menangis tiap-tiap malam sbb terasa hati. :)

So, all the best for me and tuk korang juga. Hati-hati nak pilih pasangan hidup. T____T

Ps; mak aku nak bakal suami aku cm ustaz. Oh, jauh perjalanan aku lagi, mak. :)

Open your heart................

.........and say, ILY.









Don't regret to the past because it taught you the vintage colour.