Zeroing My Guts !

Silly joke. It's close to me. But, serious? Oh..I love spontaneous more. Maybe, I should care of it, maybe not. Erk? Aku lebih suka meng-flirt ngan kau. Boleh jadi cam si*lan lah kita bila kita bergabung tenaga. :]

I don't deserve it. Weird lah Dear.

P/s: Jom! Jalan-jalan cari husband nak?

The old story always guide me to be a super-woman.

Oh. It' been a while I don't update my blog. Memang aku malas nak meng-update lah. No word to describe my feeling now. Ecece...Dania da start da poyo dia. Okay~ This month totally make me crazy. Busy dengan assignment lah, busy dengan Dinner Kolej. Oh! Dinner kolej pun da dekat. Aku tak wat pape preparation g tuk dinner ni. Aduh. Masak la aku kene ngn si Hafiz ni. Haiyooo! Time ni lah datang masalah yang da lama tak berkunjung tiba kat aku. Serious mende ni suruh aku berfikir sepanjang masa. For those yang selalu dengar rintihan,keluhan aku..korang tahu lah macam mana perasaan aku. Kadang-kadang perasaan give up tu ada gak. Kadang-kadang terasa nak campak jek dia ni. Boleh ke aku bertindak secara kejam? Boleh ke aku memberi ruang terhadap mnde tu? Boleh ke aku mencapai prestasi yang optimum? Oh! Terasa mahu lari dari perasaan ni jauh-jauh. Aku makin lemas la. Aku makin jauh dari apa yang aku jangkakan.Don't expect so much from me. Enough if I make you happy ngn lawak bodoh aku ni. Maybe I should give it, 2 month as a trial? Jangan bagi ayat meleleh kat aku sudah!

Opss! Tutup cerita pasal sisi gelap aku. Cam bosan je bila aku elaborate nanti. Oh. Semalam aku rasa happy sebab dapat makan nasi kenduri kekasih lama. His treat tetap sama cam dulu even bini dia ada sebelah. Cantik. Da nama orang kahwin, mesti naik seri mereka. Haha! Sampai juga hajat Acik tengok anak dia naik pelamin. Please. No jealous when I'm talk about him because he killed that feeling from me. And instead of it, I feel pleasure. Puas! Da lama aku tunggu nasi kenduri diorang. Aku pun tumpang happy untuk mereka. Tipu kalau aku cakap, aku tak sayang dia. I used to be his girlfriend. And I know him well lah! Rasa cam pelik bila bergambar ngn dia ngan persalinan baju pengantin. Erk? Anyway, I like him to be like today. Simple dan tak banyak dalih. Ya..his one of my favourite person if I get difficult situation. Love the way he lecture to me. Hahaha! Don't get me wrong, we're great friend now.

Oh. Please find me a superhero. Aku pangkah part jiwang, tangkap leleh,bole?

Flip Yours!

The past.

I may love the present. But you? Think lah! You made up on your mind, you work for what them paid you, you desire the thing that you loved. Somehow, do you feel you are great enough to me? Erk? Not me. But her. If you tell me, I'm a perfectionist. You're wrong. You reach the limit of mine, You cross the line that I made, what the world that you belong ha? Still don't get it what I meant? Pergi sekolah balik lah! Be yourself. No need to care of my feeling. I owned my world. Even for ages to cure for what you've done to me, your happiness is comes first.

The redemption, don't curse me. Leave my sphere, my space. I don't get along with your entity. Give me back the time that you stole. I feel great if you think we are nothing.

The past is my good teacher. It teaches me how to breathe well when I'm face up with you. Oh! And you, one of my past. If I can create the bin that no need to recycle it back, so heaven. The virus that you spread before, I can kill it easily. I can cure it with my own medicine.

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The present.

One thing, this is for you, dear my friend. Boleh tak kau jangan berlagak ego? You can create the fame with yourself. You had many connection behind the wall. Like I care so much, if you have that title. I lend my hand, spread my wings to help you. Somehow, inside this body, I can't pretend anymore. Stab back of you, is it sound like me? And me, I can catch my breath easily if I walk alone. I can do anything alone. Not means, I don't have friends. I love to hang-out with Nadia,Fatin,Citot,Norie,Mun. An awesome-crazy clique. I remind you, I don't talk about you guys, okay? Do keep your faith. Do sound like a mature one. Do believe on world's principle. Don't change anything. You don't like them, why not you face-to-face with them? I treat you, as well like my friend. But, please! Keep your ego, arrogant with your own space. Even I'm not support the both sides, day by day, you keep hit on me. Don't tell me, I'm your Clown!

Boleh tak aku nak menc*r*t ?!

My thought.

Correct me if I'm wrong.

I love the night. I love the ball. You seems hard to approach. Getting know you, it's my pleasure,Dear. You love an ice-cream. You love the dark chocolate bar. You failed in L thing and become a Robust Robot. She like a tornado to you. Just one hit, You are dead. Don't mess up with my idea. I'm not perfectionist. The momentum, always work positive. Your glance, end up with a smile. ----------------------> Ouch. Tell me, it just a dream! 0_o

Oh Dear

Banned the WileyPlus++. Going to know well about the statistic, it sucking my blood. Permutation? Combination? The only thing I know is, how to spell it. It's simple. To stabilize the structure of the bridge, we should consider the joist. Oh! How about, Girder? The Reinforced concrete? Geez. I adore The Pantheon. No steel. Hei! Ruled the soil. Its composition is too rich for human being. But, what is Gravel? Daymn. It bring f*ck*ng hot sensation this semester. To sense the 3 pointer and above, truly Dear, we should make up a deal.

Oh. Really miss You,Pap.

Hey. Thank sebab bagi aku rasa sakit hati arini. Aku rasa nak bagi @#$%^&* kat makcik aku. Opss! Bakal makcik aku kot? Ataupun, langsung tak jadi makcik aku. It's better! Ayat aku...taknak jahat lagi kan?

Aku bagi chance tempat mana kau nak pergi. And You chose The Mines. Cis! Aku benci tempat tuh. Tapi, aku ikut jek. Sebab pakcik aku nak belanja aku kan ? Dia belanja ke ?

3jam pusing 1Mines tu, 1haram kasut,beg pun dia tak berkenan. Haishh. Eh! Kucing pun pandai wat pilihan, mana satu ikan salmon ngn ikan bilis. Nak survey pun, agak-agak r. 1benda pun,kau tak suka. Camne tu? Baik aku ajak kau g Warta jek. Senang. Semua benda ada kat situ. Padat ! Daymmnn ahh kau.

Oh. Kudos to Solah and his friend, Alif I think his name. Lawak korang best ngan lenggok nasyidnya. Haha..mengujakan! :]

Hey! 2010's hit me. Let's get some groove this year.

YOU-give me precious thing. The rainbow. Believe me..if you have an awesome bunch of friend, you doesn't get any of butterfly in your stomach. Erk? Hahaha. Treatandtreat also, with the cream of the laughter, mixed up with the spicy...peghh! Superb. Nice shot when you lay your head and hand together.

My condition is good. But, my feeling always on....off. I don't talk about my damnex-bf. Somehow, I still consider him as my good friend indeed. Yeah! He give me...a good support when I've got rough situation. Thank dear. Cepat-cepat jadi pilot. Boleh belanja aku nanti? :) I can get a great flavour-with you,may be.