Typical, but it's keep playing on my track. What should I do? Dump it and run away? Or, just ignore? For those who did count on me, forget it. It's not a big deal. Pack your belonging, and don't leave your footprints at my place.

Disguise.

Peeps, SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA!

This post, not related with anythings. Just random thought. Pick and puke?

Assignment, the things that I've got delay, delay and delay again almost everyday due to my laziness. Fine, because today is Merdeka day, I tune up with the good thing. Before I go home for TWO WEEKS holiday, I have to finish ALL of my assignment. By hook or by crook. Believe it, okay?

Buncit, I get tired of you, but suddenly, you sparkled my life. See! That's why I adore you more, and more until today. Even you turn to MONSTER, and I scared of you, just only me that I can see inside you. :)

Thus, 2010's wish is Bermuhasabah. Less talk, more action.

Ps; I am homesick! H-O-M-E-S-I-C-K !!!

Critic !

Sorry if I hurt you with my word.

I can't, because it's myself. You too, you like the way I am. So, here we go. Start from now.

Don't treat me like I'm yours, I'm not ready for it and don't ask for it now.

I am standing here to stand my opinion even though you are not so really to hear it.

Better I whisper or shout it out?

Or you love to see the sadness, instead of the smile that I used for everyday.

Ten times I said, I can't, you hard to accept. So, why you burning your oil so much, so that I can change myself right now?

It's never-FOR NOW.

UKM-KKM-VOLLEYBALL-FRIENDS. I love it because I used to be like this.

Semua orang nampak,semua salah aku. Sebab, may be I am too selfish. Never hear your advice. Never? Not so really. But I don't care. As long as you see the real me, you can take care of it for the future, perhaps. Stubborn, Yeah! It's me. More you or people push me, more I ignore.

Frankly, I love if it works naturally. If you don't like it, you have to say, you LIKE. No more option to take.

If I shine up your day, you too, have to do the same.

I am done !

Ps; I adore you. :)

The Unfold Thought

Let's talk so-called my time machine.

Sumpah, I still don't believe with myself that I can hold still our kinda relationship. Thanks to you because be patient with me even though I am a cruel person to you. To adapt my life, my style with you, it's hard for me. Macam ada satu beban yang aku kena pikul. But then, this feeling is disappear and replace it with new thing. Of course, I have to modify a little bit about us. Sangat kejam kan? :)

The recipe of this happiness is of course, everyday we have an issue to argue each other. To deal with it, you guys have to be prepare your mental and must be smart to deliver your thought. Ugh!! I hate this kind of process to foster this relationship, but, indeed, I must say, it's work for me. Yeay !!!!! Other recipe is I suka buat dia sakit hati. Sangat suka tengok dia marah sebab bila dia marah, aku akan buat muka yang entah pape, aku wat lawak bodoh dan aku gelak. Sengal gila! Later, we end up with a big laughter.

Happy Belated, Sayang.

I pissed off, you are still on besides me.

I yelled out, you're great with your word-style.

I cursed you, you're still smile at me.

You're always do, and still...

Nice job, Buncit !

Forward

Happy news for all Muslim people out there!

Ramadhan is coming back!!

And, I am a Muslim, is to be glad to welcome-ing a Ramadhan again.

Okay, for this moment, I try to seek the light beyond a fasting month, not only just refrain from lust; eating, drinking, more sleep at afternoon, but to be more close to my creature. Niat sudah pasang, tunggu nak buat je. I am lacking about that and until now, I'm still learning how to be a good Muslim. I am not too perfect. As a person, I have to learn so many thing to adapt to the next chapter of my life. Be bold, or I lose in this game of the world.

Ramadhan is welcomed me, and I should start with this new thing. 'Bermuhasabah' is the word of this semester. No more play hard, study hard. I cut it and make it with this sound, Play less, Study hard-less-hard. :) No extend! Aku ingat pesan orang-orang yang berpengalaman. It's enough for the past 4 semester I laughing without any warning. Sekarang, harus kena malu pada diri sendiri sebab aku bukanlah yang sempurna walaupun pada zahirnya, aku sempurna.

To all my dear, Happy Fasting day and grab this opportunity that comes once in a year. Moreover, don't let this month goes away like a dust because you didn't know either next year you are still alive. Quick, step up forward to become a super-duper person. :)

Just a sneek-a-peek from an 2010 IPC Powerlifting World Championship. Later, I will update about that.

Sigh. Can I fly to Bangkok and laughing with them again? Missing them so much!!

Pop!

Oh people! I am third year student now. *dush* And I feel so old right now.

I am welcome-ing this year with a great, passionate feeling. Of course, remain 3 more semester before I leave UKM atmosphere. No more lepak-ing, lucah-ing, with so-called buddies after this. Okay, I will swap the dust to the good joy. Grrrr!

Fantasy always blur the reality of our life. So do I. I want this! I want that! Oh...so much thing that I want to and like my mom said, my desire is beyond what I capable to do. Like I say, I want 4flat this semester. *sangatkelakar* But, of course, my capability to grab this thing like I want to fly to the sky and touch it. So, you can make your own conclusion sayang. :)

A box speaks to me

I'm miss every single day I'm being single. I never regret on that day.

But then, everything is changed. From my feeling, my thinking, the way I'm deal with you. I don't want the others feel offended with me. I don't want you say, I'm changed when my status is change too. My world is totally different than I'm before. I have to take care of his feeling and yours though. Kinda tough job because it is not good starting. One thing, Support me guys.

Know me first, before you want to criticize me.

I'm a bit choosy. Weird with the people/thing that I dislikes. Easy to blend with others. Love to walk alone when I'm depress. Laugh is part of me. Hate-emo things. When I'm totally hungry, I will turn monster. Easy to get bored.

Read loudly : A real relationship, whether it's with a friend or a lover, is about finding someone who brings out the best in you, enjoys the best in you, and loves you for the things that you love.

I'm settled with him. Done. The future, I don't know yet. Really-really not sure. To deal with my super-duper-criticize mom, it's hard. Don't fancy with her.

Last, great to know you. Stay cheese.