Monday, June 15, 2009

OMG!
yuna will be back for her album.
and now,she is recoding for her album,not an EP anymore!
im feel excited!
owh....can't wait for her album.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

happy




this song is inspired me just now. and thanked to amalia because let me know this song when im depressed.:]
past is done and the future is what you must worry about. like amalia said,life is like a roller coaster.sometimes we are in the top,and somehow...we are down. and im afraid to going through the truth eventhough im know the answer of my question.and when im talked to you,i felt free. my heart is empty.im just pick randomly my choice,and i've got you! your advice just now,made me realise that whether im in trouble,my friend always have their time to me. sigh.



Saturday, June 13, 2009

empty

im confused. i've got think that he have to be that way because of his f*******. owh god. why im currently miss him damn much? im not be able to control myself to tell that i miss him eventhough i know my circumstances now. i will talk whatever i want to,and im not smart to deal with my heart too. to be a girlfriend to someone now,it such a good thing,and feel better that you have him on your besides. but,how if you have to be shared with somebody that you knew? how you want to react? how? what im supposed to do? cry? tell my friend my condition now? and to make me happy back,to see me smile back,what they gonna do? i don't want to gain their burden. and enough for what they through with their life. plus,i knew the rules of friend. friend is the one that lend their hands when you in trouble,and i admit it,my friends are wonderful. and im thankful having you in my life. but somehow,im not easy to share about my feeling. to be truth,im loved someone. and enough that im say,you knew him.

to him.
going back to the past,im glad knew you. you are my saviour when im need a help. im happy? once,yes! im happy to you. but now,im not your bitter half. what im feel about you..still the same like first time we met. i remembered,our first vacation,a little bit of awkward,but it seems we enjoyed ourselves perfectly. whatever i ask for,you 100% want to make it real for me. thanks. and one day,you cracked my feeling. im clueless. i have to let go of you. eventhough im so hard to be far away from you,im clear about you. about your feeling. thanks. honest is what im find out from you.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

akak besar

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKAK BESAR!

celebrate birthday akak besar terlalu awal kan? banyak sebab kenapa kami celebrate awal. and thanx la..kami dapat main kejar-kejar ngan birthday girl. haha! paling lawak..akak besar cam patung ape dah! ngn kene siram air la satu bakldi,satu badan baling tepong ngan telor ayam..hehe...sorry akak besar!

opss! adik kecik terlupa nak belikan present tuk akak besar. ingat nak beli buku warna ngan sticker kat pasar malam semalam. yela...umur da 20tahun. ala...kantoi! da tua rupanya.

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Sunday, June 7, 2009

cerita 2

sigh.
im happy now because of you. you,my friends.
you,shining up my life and you are my savior too.
when im in bad condition,im avoid myself from you,sorry..im not the one who tell my problems immediately.
i need the time to breathe and fix my mind back.
maybe,what im done is something worst,but i can't pull it over...because this is me.
yeah! when im back to basic,im little bit of crazy.

and,crave the food is what i love!
and for those,who wouldn't accept myself,just go to hell.
i don't force you to be my friend.
plus,i hate people pretend to like me.
ugh...it hurt me!
and guys,thanx because you always by my side.



:]

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

nur shazana

she's like my sister here. every single i've done,i must tell her. i don't know why,or we have chemisty? aku kenal ngn dia pun secara kebetulan. me,selected on AUG's volunteer in beach volleyball and so her. for first time i met her,i felt something about her and i've story everything about me and she listened up. from there,we close and close until now. then,the way she speak up,i thought she is the elder one of the family,unfortunately i wrong! huh...she is the younger one.


she and i..maybe have similarity that made me comfortable around her. we shared the same of genre music,maybe a little bit of the way we dress up, or the way we thinking of. from her,i know what is life too. she taught me everything and im thanked to her. yeah! suke die sebab die sekepala ngn aku. shaz! bile nk g gig yuna? :]

entry ni..aku wat pon sebab da lama aku x jumpa die. first,short sem ni,die g fieldwork kat area pantai timur. serious,she's so busy and no time to meet me. until yesterday,barulah dia msg ak...teman die makan. ok..aku pon setuju r. yang bangang..aku pegi tido. adus...sori shaz. mengantuk la. terus aku basuh muka,pastuh jumpa die kat surau. at least,dapat jumpa dia kejap,dari x jumpa langsung.

Monday, June 1, 2009

sorry

i do,i like him as a friend. but now,time never wait me and it goes directly towards him.

and it knocked down his heart and im realize now.

i hate him!!