it's the time

ok. 

enough for electric. 

i cant bear anymore. 

 saturated

saturated

saturated 

3.30pm is the right time. 

i want to puke everything of what i read. 

and..be a zombie for 3 days,i think it's enough for EE. 

to tot-tot!

people do mistakes and do i. as a human....nobody perfect. like i told...xde sape yg sempurna melainkan they pretend to be perfect. hidop penoh dugaan whether we can bear with that condition,it depends on ourself. selagi ko happy ngn life ko...just think that we are here besides you. don't think negative side---it will harm you,dear. when you stress...jgn melayan perasaan kamu. bile kamu mahu menangis...nanges la. nanges sepuas hati kamu tapi bukan secara brterusan. itu bahaya,sayang! lagi satu...luahkan rasa ketidakpuasan hati kamu pada org yg trdekat. x salah jika kamu mluahkannya...itu dapat meredakan hati kamu yg dalam kemarahan. bile kamu marah...banyak bnde yg bermain dalam pikiran kamu. the thing is...kamu jgn pernah wat bukan-bukan! kami ada jika kamu rasa susah. hmm..past is past,dear. nothing more u can change about it because it was past! let it be your history and keep it tightly! don't u ever do it again. mulot org...susah tuk kita tutop. biar la dorang nk ckp ape pasal ko,yg penting ko patot bangga kat diri ko. ko penah wat salah...dan ko buktikan ko mampu tinggalkan kisah lampau kamu,which is good for you. i give you credit! because...not all people can leave their own story in the past. ko percaya kat diri ko dan ALLAH S.W.T. bukan ke motto kita...kami mampu melakukannya! so..move on,dear! turn the other book and past is rubbish!! don't think again. ko kat UKM...enjoy selagi ko mampu. jangan stress...

dikala ku kebosanan

aku bukan robot..

tuk mengingati semua.

aku coba tuk menjadi 'kuat'

tapi aku tak berdaya

tak berdaya menahan setiap godaan 

i love to be a girl

because i can play,play and play all the time.

when im grew up..

nothing more i can play.

my action will effect me soon

hate to be a woman.

but...when im see my mother,

grow me up,teaches me what's right and wrong..

i felt guilty to myself.

it's unfair if im kids forever!

ye..

dunia semakin kecik

makin banyak masalah yang ditanggung oleh dunia

siapa yang melakukannya?

kita-MANUSIA!

yang mengejar kejayaan tanpa melihat kesan pada akan datang.

yang taksub kepada keduniaan tanpa sedar dunia makin rosak

me........

i can't to be a man

because i was born as a girl

nothing can change me

even once i thought to myself..

i want to be a boy

because i comforts with boys

no idea-why?

termo....im done with u

okies! termo sudah berlalu pergi cm hatiku ini. even im done on my past year....im stuck with it again this morning. i want suck U back,dear.

.........................................................
grrrr!
termo
termo
termo
sudah habis.
im not good in termo
aber,ich bin versuchen nach verstehe auf termo.
[but,im try to understand it!]


...........................................................
motto
KAMI MAMPU MELAKUKANNYA!
is it work to me?
owh.....
kepala ku saket....
carnot cycle,isentropic efficiencies,enthalpy
ideal rankine cycle,ideal vapour-compression cycle.
apa itu?

danke schon!

maybe im not lucky today...
so...ak membawa diri aku pegi beronggeng ke alamanda
eventhough i feel so-so-so-so guilty to myself because im enjoy....not study for upcoming exam.
but....with them,i feel so comfort and they understand my situation.
from ground floor to 1st floor and eventually to 2nd floor.
ak merasa sgt puas pusing 1 alamanda...even no sale right now.
mmg ak rase down sangat...
sebab itu...ak mengambil langkah yg amat drastik tuk diri ak.
and...our last activity: watch horror movie!! -COMING SOON-
me comment: cite 2 best tp xde ending! hahaahaha!

so now....
time to rest my mind!
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

F***

yeah!! exam mechanic da abes! seriusly...soalan cm past year yg mr.kat bg tuh! tp asal ak x take care mnde yg die ckp? pdhal..da terang lg brsuloh mr.kat ajar kat ak. tp ak lgsong wat xtao.
mengong!! lg satu...x penah ak tido lam exam..bole plak exam pg td ak tido. pdahal byk lagi solan yg ak lom jawab. ngn selamba badak...ak tido 3/4 kali lam dewan exam!! cm syial jek ak rase arini. smalam ak tido awal...preparation 4 exam today. skali cm bangkai lak ak rase. pe bende yg ak melalut td..pon ak xtao. ak tgk cine seblah ak...relax semacam jek. haih! entah cmne r result mechanic ak?

next coming exam.....diz weekend too which is on friday. i've got 2 exam simultaneously on that day. first is thermodynamic--the killer one after electric and mechanic. second is oral for german language. harap german je r....eventhough it is not my current language now!

tomorow~~exam static mechanic will start!!
ak mengambil masa yg agak lama tuk memahami subjek ini.
sebab: ak banyak ponteng klas nih.
if im not able to answer it,im fail!

hope...ak dpt mnjawab soklan nih ng tenang.
xde lagi darah gemuruh datang.
and hope...i will wake up early morning.

did my words kill your feeling?

here: im apologize
im not a good girl..
but im try to be a good one..
im try to make you satisfied for what i've done..
whether when you happy,sad,excited,anxious
im not good to console your heart..
at least im try to see you smile..
when im speak seriously..
im meant it!
to you...
i will give everything i can..
i want to see your smile,laugh everyday
not your tears..
you are kind of my sisters here.
what should i do/don't...
you show me..
thank guys...
you made up my life..

kekelamkabutan

title nih..xde kene mngene ngn ape yg ak nk bebelkn nih. hmm..ak terpikir..nape kte broke up,kite rase sakit? sakit hati sangat2! padahal..bnde 2 mmg kite x nmpk. nk pulihkn hati yg sakit 2..huih! memkn masa yg lama. depends on people. ade kejap..ade yg lama. so...if u ask me,i will say that kejap jek! because..some of my friends called me play-girl. hahaha...yela...ak play-girl. korang baeik la kn? hmm...kadang2 ak nih jahat gak r..ble time rlationship nih. ade je...prbuatan ak nih wat partner ak marah. ak saje je crik gado ngn die..atas sbb kcik.die dtg lmbt pon..ak bising. haih...dania-dania! pe nk jd kn?

cte pasal rlationship nih..ade r kwn2 ak nih..mngalami masalah rumah tangga ngn partner masing2. sbg kawan...ble dorg de masalh..kene r tolong. so...my action is im lend my ears to them so that i can hear their probs. that's it! hahaha...jahat btol ak.

nasihat ak tok org yg sudah brumah tangga:

• be honest. klu rase x puas hati,feel not secure,ask ur partner. dont lock up ur problem in ur heart alone. it will damage urself soon.
• trust on ur partner. pcaya atau tidak..kpercayaan trhadap partner korg,wat korg rase korg nih pnting bg ur partner.
• dont screwed up. klu kamo nk mnipu kamo pn..pndai la sikit. jgn r mnipu terang2. kn abes pinggan,mangkok,belanga..die bg kt kamo.
• bebas atau dikongkong? tiap org akn ckp..partner ak x kongkong ak. tp ur action will shows us whether partner kamo kongkong atau tdak. ckp mmg senang.
• jangan bndingkn org lain ngn partner kamu..dpn2! itu mnimbulkan kejelesan partner kamo. huih!

hmm...itu je kot? bg ak...ble ko da suke kat org tuh.just be yourself. x perlu nk ubah sikap kamu..bcause he/she loves u by the way u are. kalu die suke kat kamo bcause of look...xtau nk ckp ape dah.