The old story always guide me to be a super-woman.

Oh. It' been a while I don't update my blog. Memang aku malas nak meng-update lah. No word to describe my feeling now. Ecece...Dania da start da poyo dia. Okay~ This month totally make me crazy. Busy dengan assignment lah, busy dengan Dinner Kolej. Oh! Dinner kolej pun da dekat. Aku tak wat pape preparation g tuk dinner ni. Aduh. Masak la aku kene ngn si Hafiz ni. Haiyooo! Time ni lah datang masalah yang da lama tak berkunjung tiba kat aku. Serious mende ni suruh aku berfikir sepanjang masa. For those yang selalu dengar rintihan,keluhan aku..korang tahu lah macam mana perasaan aku. Kadang-kadang perasaan give up tu ada gak. Kadang-kadang terasa nak campak jek dia ni. Boleh ke aku bertindak secara kejam? Boleh ke aku memberi ruang terhadap mnde tu? Boleh ke aku mencapai prestasi yang optimum? Oh! Terasa mahu lari dari perasaan ni jauh-jauh. Aku makin lemas la. Aku makin jauh dari apa yang aku jangkakan.Don't expect so much from me. Enough if I make you happy ngn lawak bodoh aku ni. Maybe I should give it, 2 month as a trial? Jangan bagi ayat meleleh kat aku sudah!

Opss! Tutup cerita pasal sisi gelap aku. Cam bosan je bila aku elaborate nanti. Oh. Semalam aku rasa happy sebab dapat makan nasi kenduri kekasih lama. His treat tetap sama cam dulu even bini dia ada sebelah. Cantik. Da nama orang kahwin, mesti naik seri mereka. Haha! Sampai juga hajat Acik tengok anak dia naik pelamin. Please. No jealous when I'm talk about him because he killed that feeling from me. And instead of it, I feel pleasure. Puas! Da lama aku tunggu nasi kenduri diorang. Aku pun tumpang happy untuk mereka. Tipu kalau aku cakap, aku tak sayang dia. I used to be his girlfriend. And I know him well lah! Rasa cam pelik bila bergambar ngn dia ngan persalinan baju pengantin. Erk? Anyway, I like him to be like today. Simple dan tak banyak dalih. Ya..his one of my favourite person if I get difficult situation. Love the way he lecture to me. Hahaha! Don't get me wrong, we're great friend now.

Oh. Please find me a superhero. Aku pangkah part jiwang, tangkap leleh,bole?

Flip Yours!

The past.

I may love the present. But you? Think lah! You made up on your mind, you work for what them paid you, you desire the thing that you loved. Somehow, do you feel you are great enough to me? Erk? Not me. But her. If you tell me, I'm a perfectionist. You're wrong. You reach the limit of mine, You cross the line that I made, what the world that you belong ha? Still don't get it what I meant? Pergi sekolah balik lah! Be yourself. No need to care of my feeling. I owned my world. Even for ages to cure for what you've done to me, your happiness is comes first.

The redemption, don't curse me. Leave my sphere, my space. I don't get along with your entity. Give me back the time that you stole. I feel great if you think we are nothing.

The past is my good teacher. It teaches me how to breathe well when I'm face up with you. Oh! And you, one of my past. If I can create the bin that no need to recycle it back, so heaven. The virus that you spread before, I can kill it easily. I can cure it with my own medicine.

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The present.

One thing, this is for you, dear my friend. Boleh tak kau jangan berlagak ego? You can create the fame with yourself. You had many connection behind the wall. Like I care so much, if you have that title. I lend my hand, spread my wings to help you. Somehow, inside this body, I can't pretend anymore. Stab back of you, is it sound like me? And me, I can catch my breath easily if I walk alone. I can do anything alone. Not means, I don't have friends. I love to hang-out with Nadia,Fatin,Citot,Norie,Mun. An awesome-crazy clique. I remind you, I don't talk about you guys, okay? Do keep your faith. Do sound like a mature one. Do believe on world's principle. Don't change anything. You don't like them, why not you face-to-face with them? I treat you, as well like my friend. But, please! Keep your ego, arrogant with your own space. Even I'm not support the both sides, day by day, you keep hit on me. Don't tell me, I'm your Clown!

Boleh tak aku nak menc*r*t ?!

My thought.

Correct me if I'm wrong.

I love the night. I love the ball. You seems hard to approach. Getting know you, it's my pleasure,Dear. You love an ice-cream. You love the dark chocolate bar. You failed in L thing and become a Robust Robot. She like a tornado to you. Just one hit, You are dead. Don't mess up with my idea. I'm not perfectionist. The momentum, always work positive. Your glance, end up with a smile. ----------------------> Ouch. Tell me, it just a dream! 0_o