Doa penerang hati.

Jom amalkan doa ni. Insya-Allah, Allah SWT akan bagi jalan untuk kita. 

Sebut dengan lidah, percaya dengan hati akan kekuasaan-Nya. :)

رَبِّ اشْرَحْ لِي صَدْرِي وَيَسِّرْ لِي أَمْرِي . وَاحْلُلْ عُقْدَةً مِنْ لِسَانِي . يَفْقَهُوا قَوْلِي

Maksudnya : "Wahai Tuhanku, lapangkanlah bagiku, dadaku; "Dan mudahkanlah bagiku, tugasku; "Dan lepaskanlah simpulan dari lidahku, "Supaya mereka faham perkataanku"

Close mine.

Hiatus from me now. 

Please put yours in my trouser.

Please, take a look on my exam's schedule. Really, they want they want to kill me. Grrr.

Tons of work in exam week even though is very around the corner. So, am I ready to sit my killer (examination)? Am I thoroughly grasp the 2-months-and-half-notes-tutorials-that-we-cared-every-week-so-much? Oh, gypsy, come help me!

Dush! Here your Gypsy coming.

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Tadaaaa!!!

Great Gypsy, please put your magic into my portion. 

It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how

I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised

It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end

You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

You, cracking mine. And, it's already blast off.

A beginning of my Chaos.

Bits and pieces for the Geo's-crystal-ball. (Left for the Structure only.)

Need to be more precise, even better, I pick for what my desire want to be. 

Your warm embrace,Ma.

I believe on what Allah SWT is planned for me. I take my lead and still seeking for the happiness. And to see you happy with us, it's very grateful to me. 

Yaya tak suka banding-membanding apa yang yaya ada ngan orang lain. Cukup sekadar, Yaya bersyukur. Yaya tahu, Mama memang yang terbaik yang pernah Allah SWT kurniakan. Because I love you, I accept the way you are.  No complaining, Ma.  :)

I'm glad, having you Ma. Your patience, is out of my mind to think of your limit is. 

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I'm sorry if I give you a hard time. Muka tak puas hati, selalu menjawab apa yang mama cakap, selalu malas buat kerja, selalu tak dengar apa yang mama cakap, pesan, but when I'm far away with you, that's all the thing that I'm very missing it. Most important, I miss the moment that you woke me up every morning.  (Leteran tu penting.)

Missing yours; your dish, your voice, your scent, your babbling, your smile, your gossip, your sewing-machine sound, your Hindustan drama, our sweet-quarrel-about-what-channel-we-should-watch. 

Whenever you are so different to others, Ma, I still believe that you are the greatest Ma that I've ever had.

I love you, Ma. I adore with your persona. 

Ps; This post really related to someone. Please noted. 

Feel great (make it more precious)

The things you should know.

Aku tahu, cara aku berfikir, pelik sikit.Pelik-pelik aku, aku takde nak susahkan orang lain. Aku tahu nak pijak atas kaki aku sendiri. Aku suka jalan-jalan sesorang. Sometimes, walk around alone, is fascinating. May be, just a few of people could feel this feeling.

Persona, I just follow my lead. Apa yang aku rasa aku nak buat, pergi, makan, I'll take that path. Currently, it's working. It was sweep away the dust that I've keep for a long-long time than I talk much, but do less of action.

8.

10.10.10; Keep up with this track Sayang.

Somehow, 8 it's just a number. But, to keep 8 of ours, really 'pening'.

While your damnation is keep playing in my mind, I try to figure out and still follow this lead.

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Don't ask me why. My answer is still the same. Adore.

One, do fancy my sphere. I do need it.

Two, the bitter of of the past, it always haunted me. But, you never know.

Three, (don't) color my life with the chaos of trouble. 


Four, (don't) hide-and-seek.

Ps; 

Selamat pulang rasa, ke asal jiwaku. Selamat kembali aku, ke jalan lurusmu. Selamat datang cinta, ke ruang hatiku. :)

Pss;

Love; not about finding the perfect person, but to see an imperfect person perfectly. :)

Psss; Consequence, it blossom! Yeay!

Can you take off that shirt?

Don't give your damnation, or I'll turn to a Monster.

Your damnation, really effective. You wouldn't know, this life really Ups and Downs.

I trust on you. You give a lie, instead of beLIEve.

Two times I'm running away from the reality. And I'm hold and still to keep up this path. One word, adore.

You got me? We reach our deal, chew it Sayang.

Ps; An effort. Take it. :)

Pss; Take off that shirt because I want a (new) scent from you.

Teman tempat mengadu domba.

Fancy your thought when it comes with, the best-ies. 

They give you a full of color. But, some of them, really make my mood swing.

How do we know that your best-ies is really awesome?
Answer is, just go through theirs life and basically, you will know the later on.

The thing that I miss it so much.

Tidur bersama. Gosip bersama. Masak bersama. Makan bersama. Layan movie (even dalam laptop) bersama. Gelak bersama. Rancang birthday bersama. Sedih bersama. 

You guys rock.

Amazing.

Complete.

Color-full.

Warming my mind.

Great with your own style. 

Really missed these moment, Peeps. 

I wish, I can goes back to this moment and smile again without any warning.

Could I?

Intern's way.

Internship, of course, some people is very interested with it. And, some is not. Why? Because intern's itself, can develop your skill, soft/hard skill, can gain your experience, the way you thinking, the way you deliver your thought to people with different age, how you want to communicate to each other, how to set up your mind when  you're caught in trouble. And, everything is come with purposely.


To me, I'm not very keen when lecturer give us the intern's talk last day. I just give my 60minutes away to her (tedious talk peeps), whilst my mind fly up to the other place. I don't know why. It kind of very distract to me. My mind, is saturated enough with full of the project, report, assignment that I never settle. This thing, 3-in-1, Ugh, Yulks! I'm just attracted with 3-in-1 Nescafe. 


Rarely, people wouldn't pick the place where it far from your hometown. But, certainly I did. I consider with, a company will gives me a good salary ( it's very NECESSARY okay?), with a great bonding boss-stuff-worker, and binding together with a spectrum environment. Yeah. I'm a picky one, but certainly, not all of the stuff. 

I just ask, please intern, pleased me okay? 

And I know, with Allah's aid, it will fall the right place. Pray, and be confident. 

InsyaAllah, it will blossom your heart. :)

Blast October.

Having a good bonding, deliver you a beautiful thought. The chemistry around you, will attract each other with the magnet aid. I'm still seeking of the magic of happiness. Currently, is happening. But, the moral, don't satisfy too much with the thing that you wouldn't see the ending is.